Puff...-.o

Excuse my previous post..I went into to a whole fanboy mood for Mana-sama ^_____^ I must join Mon Amour when I have a chance. But anyway..I was supposed to go out today and head to the fashion district and a beauty supply store for our cosplay and Halloween goods. But we cancelled because New York is getting the dying effects of hurricane Ivan. So we're going tomorrow..I think? And I want to stop by Kino to see if that nice lady is there. That poster shall be mine!..hopefully >_>;;I wish I knew what the weather was going to be exactly for Halloween XD...that way I know what to brace myself for..I'd like to wear Shadows Temple..but thats sleeveless(what esle is new)...and what if its cold..And its not like weather is predictable because it snowed at crazy times this year XDNothing esle is really going on..so maybe I'll start my homework early.

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I'm so...

I'm so tried. I haven't been sleeping well. And even in my most enjoyable and interesting classes I was falling asleep. And I got really disappointed that I missed about 15 minutes off my poetry class today because of the stupid dean's office. Which reminds me..I have the summer reading test tomorrow. Great -___- I didn't even finish reading it..partly because I didn't want to. Damn it Vik your already fucking up >_<Daphne came to my AP Art History class today. Which I must thank her for. Because I didn't finish that AP Art Studio vocabulary list last night..so I used that class to finish it. Which in all isn't very wise because I should be paying attention in that class or at least trying to. But I must thank her once again because she took notes for me..which in other circumstances would be really funny..but now just make me smile and then go back to my zombie like state. I have no idea how many typos there are in here already. Oh well -_- At least I got to finish that stupid vocab list. Now I'm reminded of that crap that is my outline that I'll hand it tomorrow -.-'..it looks like I doodled on it, lol.I have more than two hours free tomorrow...great -__- I'll just do my Life Drawing homework then.. he said make three designs..I'll make six. I want to get a high homework grade damn it..partly because I'm scared of how he grades projects. But I shouldn't be worried if I do all my work every night -.-' This reminds me..partly because I just turned my head and saw the box. I got my creepers in the mail today..which I didn't have to pay for as I thought. My mom got them for me..and she's all ok with them. Well, honestly I shouldn't be so surprised..she has gotten alot more understanding over the years. Well at least I'd hope so. But she hates the whole eyeliner thing. Eh..whatever..I do it anyway...which reminds me..the shoes didn't look so big online. I'm 6'1" when I have them on, lol.Anyway I'm going to sleep now..because I'm going to nearly fall asleep right now..

Today -.-'

School was okay today. I woke up a bit late was late tho -.-', hence forth I was late for H period (class at 7:50AM). So..I had to go serve a 15 minute detention, which is stupid, because I was 3 minutes late. But whatever. My school has stupid rules. Life Drawing was alright, it seemed like Mr.Antinori wasn't too thrilled about the organizations I had picked for this poster that we had to do. And now I pose the question, how does promoting an organization by creating a poster, help us draw the human figure better O.o??? -____- Oh well.. I actually had a good time in AP Art History to my surprise. I got very interested in cave paintings o.o And the period went by really quickly @____@;;; Fashion was all like..."look at all the crap you'll need to use to make a good garment in my class"....>_>;; And I'm bringing in a Gothic and Lolita Bible as my fashion magazine...xD I'll probably go buy another one or a Kera at the end of this week..so I can just mainly use one for the class. And most likely preorder Pagaent while I'm in the area, that way I won't blow my money by the time it does come out....Okay now..I have a strange feeling we're going to be ripping out pages from the magazine...O___O maybe I won't use a Gothic and Lolita Bible...because that thought scares me..Doomsday Tomorrow!! -___- I'm gonna die. AP Art Studio meets tomorrow. I'm scared.. I'm still not done with my Moi dix Mois project...but I love how its coming out <3 I think so far its the first project I'm really passionate about ^^ Except I don't think I'm really giving Kazuno any justice...or maybe its the pressure...@___@;;;. No Daphne, its not your fault...xD Its this weird complex I get in every project so far. Its because in the drawing..he's the most difficult one -.-' Another thing..Vik loves white charcoal pencils ^_______^I really hope I'm wrong with my assumption about this >_< whatsherface said her idea of bringing Mike to class >_<++ I hope I'm fucking wrong with this assumption. I freakin hate that guy. He played with two of my best friends feelings. And one thing that gets me really over the top with anger is people hurting my friends. And I hoped to never freakin see the guy. Now..there may be a chance of him coming to the school >_<+++++ I think I'll have to ask Mr.Antinori to step out of the class for those days..out of fear of saying/doing something I'll regret. I'll request extra homework or something. NO! You know what, I shouldn't have to fuckin leave my class. I'm not going to fuckin let my anger get the best of me. He just better not say a word to me.

So far...

Well yesterday was September 11th. I tried not to think about it, but I couldn't help it. The saying 'never forget' is true. Its not that I want to forget. Its just at the moment..I didn't want to think about it.In some more other news..I started school this Wednesday. My senior and last year. However actual classes started on Thursday. But I'm pretty okay with my classes. They're not so bad, at least not yet. Life Drawing is just very intimidating so far. We looked through slides of work from his past students. It's incredible...scary even. I hope that at the end of this course I will have grown that much artistically. AP Art History seems like a bore. I have a feeling I'll to slap myself to wake up some days. The good thing about the class is that I have most of my friends in that class, as well as in Life Drawing....actually most of the same people. Computer Graphics is...erg..>_<* The school got a new teacher..and so far it seems like he knows shit. But whatever I have to give him more of a chance. The advantage of the class is that maybe I'll be able to work on some things at home. Fashion Design seems alright so far. The textbook is cosplay help heaven. Maybe I'll buy a copy of it some day...and the homework is really easy so far. Poetry is amazing. I really like my teacher. He's so passionate about the subject. Well not to say my previous teachers weren't...because they were..but this guy has this energy to him that could probably make anything enjoyable ^^ Health..a required class -___- is okay. The teacher seems nice. I have a feeling I'm just going to feel like an unhealthy mofo most of the time tho. My gym class..I have no idea..because we haven't met yet. So thats the gist of my classes.This reminds me..my AP Art Studio teacher...seems understanding that no one has all eight projects done over the summer. O.o..that was so weird. I was expecting a big lecture or something. Well I'll truely know by Tuesday..thats our first meeting. On another note..I think I have the most projects out of everybody. I hope I'm wrong. I don't like this feeling. So Project #1 Shazna/Izam pastel, #2 Beast of Blood Mana painting (^^), #3 1/3 complete-Moi dix Mois white pencil drawing ^^ <- I really like how everything is coming out. So far Juka is near complete. And everyone..excluding Tohru...>_> looks great. They looked so cool in my rough pencil sketch ^^ Anyway I'm gonna go and mostly likely work on Kazuno or Mana ^^

I really like one my results.. o.o

I'm a Philosopher/Scientist!Which Enemy of the Christian Church Are You?Take More of Robert & Tim's QuizzesWatch Robert & Tim's CartoonsI love this answer ^________^Jrock Soap Opera by IHeartKakashiSenseiName/Nickname/Etc.Humor me! Name a Jrocker! Any Jrocker!The name of your soap opera isThis LifeYour soap opera personality isdark. The mysterious loner...Your best and most loyal friend isYura (Psycho le Cemu)Your main love interest throughout the series isYukihiro (L'Arc-en-Ciel)Jealousy! This guy wants you, no matter what!Lida (Psycho le Cemu)Shocker! You have a long lost brother! He isTetsu (L'Arc-en-Ciel)It happened! You are pregnant! The father isJuka (Moi dix Mois)Random Soap Opera Happening #1You get amnesia, unfortunately, but you get well!Random Soap Opera Happening #2Your lover is an angel. A real one. Seriously!Does it end well?There are a few bad things, but you are okay.Quiz created with MemeGen!WHAT?! x_x

Well I...

Well I didn't get to hang with Paula like I wanted to =/ Oh well...had to do stupid sister crap. Well hopefully we can get together this weekend or Monday to do that thing. I have no idea where tho..@.@;; maybe Central Park?..In other news..that forsaken shit on the canvas still isn't complete. >.< In fact its getting angry. But last night after talking to Daphne..I watched like 5 hours of 'the L word'. It made me cry....which is difficult now with watching things. Hopefully tonight I'll watch the final 13th episode. I feel like getting the series on DVD once its released. Or I could try and tape it..but my vcr is shitty. It'll save me money. And I'm not sure I'd want to cosplay Juka for Halloween or the dance. Well maybe Halloween..but not the dance..I'm not sure..Vik is confused @.@ Maybe I can go with something traditional..???..Well I'm gonna go and paint a bit more.

I've always hated picture days..

^^; Boy am I a dork...lol (my own thing going on in my head)...I'm not crazy..>.<..yet. So this picture day thing...was..unpleasant. I hated every minute of it. I don't like people telling me to go into these uncomfortable positions. I got pretty angry when the guy said to lean into this werid pose so that one shoulder looks bigger than the other. Did he realize that it'll make me look abnormal..@.@;; Thats insane..I think I would have rather perferred the cookie -_- At least it goes along with one thing about me..Vik <3's cookies..XD
I then went to have lunch with Daphne and Kristyn at Boston Market..where I couldn't see the menu. Yeah..I couldn't find my glasses this morning. And I was late...so I couldn't do some massive hunt for them. Yea..-.-..so then me and Daphne went to Flushing. Where we ran into Kristen lol. Really wasn't expecting to see her..especially since we were talking about her on the bus. Not anything bad tho ^^ We hung out for a bit and then we just parted ways.
I don't feel like painting today...::looks at canvas::.....ok expect to correct that..and that...and that.. u.u..dang it.. I think I'm going to loathe AP Art Studio this year. Along with Antinori. Something tells me that he's going to royally piss me off one day. But I'll try and start the year well...Good god..!! I have less than a week from when school starts..x.x And those sneaky devils aren't coming till the end of next week. u_u
::bangs head onto wall several times:: I guess I'll start to paint yet again. Oh well I made this for my friend Nik-chan. It'll be for his comic.