last ounces of energy...

Remember saying that my mentality was at a more suitable state. Guess what it no longer is! I'm so tired already.. and its only 4:23am. Whats wrong with me?! And Mana must look perfect!! I can not insult this godly man by giving him a cracked up face.. @.@ This must be perfect. Right to the black roses..to perfect hair. And god help me with the upcoming Shazna project..@.@...1)all the pink 2)the complex idea I have 3)how big it shall be. But nothing will beat the detail in Gackt-era Malice Mizer...I want to combine at least three big memorable costumes from then. Ergh >.< looks like cosplay will have to wait..I'm so tired..Ergh..where's Daphne? I haven't spoken to her in a long time. I miss her u_u ...oh well like another two weeks till she comes back >.< And I can't sign on AIM either. Quite honestly this has been one of the only breaks I've had. I'd read my email and check my friend's page..but I'm gonna pass out just typing this...@.@