So tir...

So tired....must sleep..

I feel like I ...

I feel like I haven't updated in a while. Oh well. I haven't done much..as usual. Mainly just doing my work, trying to keep up with things and still managing breathing. I'm looking forward to this nest week because I have a half day of school or Friday and then Monday off. So almost a 4-day weekend or something. That also means I'll be able to sleep in a bit more on Friday because I don't have my 7:50AM class. I applied to this scholarship competition that my teacher recommended me to do...artsawards.org. It looks so insane. Especially since the kids on it are unbelievable. They are sooo gifted. I'm not to scared about this tho. I'm just going to try. You never know. This week is spirit week in my school. Yay!::waves flag sadly:: They took away the one day I liked. Tomorrow is PE/Pajama Day..guess what you wear XD I really don't care tho. It beats the uniform. Tuesday is Jersey Day..which I can't do..because I don't own a jersey..nor plan onto in the future. Although I want to make a Moi dix Mois or Malice Mizer jersey..but Moi dix Mois is easier..except for the font. I mean..the front would say 'Moi dix Mois' with a decagram..and the back would have a band member's name and the number 10 would be on it...or 'DIX'..XD..I have stupid ideas. Malice Mizer would be more difficult. Perhaps a rose in the front..and I don't know what number..Anyway..I'm off

Tod...

Today was alright..I guess. I came home and passed out for three hours. That wasn't a wise decision. I should be more responsible. But I was really tired. And these last two days haven't been the best. But everyone has their good and bad days. Fashion was relatively fun today. I like doing gesture drawings. They were so much fun and quick ^-^..yeah I know I'm being a dork about it. The drawings are a just a step up from stick figures. But I think its so much fun. And I've realized Mark is a really cool guy. He's the only other guy in fashion design. I had photography with him, and he was alright then. We didn't talk much because of the note taking and such and because I didn't like talking to anybody in the darkroom either. Except sometimes..some people ::cough::Jen::cough:: would annoy the heck out of me...and I usually helped the person out a little. But yea..I had this impression that he was such a prick before. Mainly because I used to take the bus with him in the mornings, but we didn't know each other then. I should give more people the benefit of the doubt. I have to really work hard this semester with all my artwork. I'm going to try to put my portfolio together this weekend. Also try and see if theres anything that I could improve in a few works that I'll show AIB. I'm really nervous about it. And although I don't want to hear what they have to say, whether it be good or bad..I need to know where I stand. And I don't know why I'm wasting $50 on a Cooper Union application, when I know very damn well I won't be accepted there. Whatever.. -.-My first AP Art History test is tomorrow. -__- I know I'm not going to do too well because..dates are my weakness. And I have a feeling that Mr. Antinori wants dates on the test. Luckily I started studying yesterday for it. I hope I don't fail it horribly. Anyway..I'm off..zoom zoom..XD

I do not k...

I do not know why I've started to download Tatu mp3's. Do not question me >_< I don't know why..this song is good by the way. I've heard this song before..I forgot who it was by....I also think it plays in the beginning of 'Charmed'.And..ignore the shit I said before. It was me being an ass again. Ms.Schaefer is surprisingly very comforting when she talks about college to us. And I dunno..I got the hint that my work isn't as bad as I thought it was. It gave me a warm feeling. Because honestly I tend to compare my work to other's work..and I never see my up to par..or even remotely close to it. But today..I don't know..she only gave me two things from last year. And she has everything esle with her. It was just very surprising..at least to me. And I got the impression that she liked my self portrait because she's keeping it in the room. And I even asked her if I could take it home...so that I could 'fix' it. But she just completely denied me of touching it with a paintbrush. This reminds me..I have to go talk to Ms.Schaefer personally.....about me. I need to ask her a few questions about my work and college and stuff. And...I think this coming Tuesday...my portfolio is being reviewed by the Art Institute of Boston. I'm scared shit. But I decided that I can't leave New York..even if I tried. So I won't be going there..but I want to get a general idea of what someone esle's idea of my work is. Wish me luck..Oh yea..the guy from Mrs.Fields called today. Finally!! Apparently my assumptions were wrong. The place still isn't up because of slow construction. But the guy wants me to meet with some other guy...within the next few days..O.o;; Sooo Monday I have to call him back..-.-' Oh well...I'm off..

I go...

I got contacts today. It was freakin ricdulous how this woman was telling me to put them on. "Just tap..come on tap..tap..tap.." .__. And I freakin lost my art history outline today. Where? I have no idea. And when I came home..I spent most of the time looking for it and adjusting to my new prescription. So in the end..I didn't find it..you know I must be gifted to be able to lose that. And I started to redo it..then I just decided to give up. Whatever -.- its one homework..I just have to do all my other work to the highest degree to make up that this '0'..god thats depressing. But..I didn't have the time or engery to complete that. Oh well..hrmm..I think sleep is finally hitting...ho hum..lol

I have weird dreams..

I had a strange dream last night. Somehow Daphne had found a map with a 'forbidden treasure'. And we had to take like 50 paces in differnet directions. And while walking my friend starting yelling out that she can't walk in the shoes shes wearing. And we look down and she has like these hooker high heels o.O;; And then we enter a building through its side entrance..and enter a Moi dix Mois concert! ^___^ They were finishing up a song. After the song, Juka starting talking..and said that Shadow X was about to be revealed. And then..'Vizard' starts playing..and right where the vocals are suppose to come in..Mana pops up with a microphone. And then the someone got shot? o.O;; It was weird..but thats when the dream ended. And I have to find something new to do when I'm bored...besides messing with LJ. I should just get an icon to go with everything now....And thinking about cosplay and the skit thats going to be performed gets me excited and nervous. But I like the idea, partly because I doubt anyone esle will do it. Anyway I should go and finish my work.

Puff...-.o

Excuse my previous post..I went into to a whole fanboy mood for Mana-sama ^_____^ I must join Mon Amour when I have a chance. But anyway..I was supposed to go out today and head to the fashion district and a beauty supply store for our cosplay and Halloween goods. But we cancelled because New York is getting the dying effects of hurricane Ivan. So we're going tomorrow..I think? And I want to stop by Kino to see if that nice lady is there. That poster shall be mine!..hopefully >_>;;I wish I knew what the weather was going to be exactly for Halloween XD...that way I know what to brace myself for..I'd like to wear Shadows Temple..but thats sleeveless(what esle is new)...and what if its cold..And its not like weather is predictable because it snowed at crazy times this year XDNothing esle is really going on..so maybe I'll start my homework early.